Guidance

2012, the year I finally understood the meaning of the word synchronicity and realised the awesome connectedness of everything. When I look back at the ‘coincidences’ in my life, I can now see that every experience I’ve lived has led me to this point and has been valid and constructive. Each time I’ve dropped to my knees in despair, or searched my mind for the solution to a problem somehow I have been provided with the guidance I have needed. Each and every time, even if at first glance it is not obvious. It might have been in the form of a person who is introduced into my life, a book that has fallen open at a particular page, instinctively knowing the right words to use for a Google search despite searching for topics that I’ve never before encountered, lines of a song on the radio, a poem, a video on YouTube by someone who inspires me.

I am also starting to realise that this blog can never be just about Reiki, it has to be about something far bigger than just healing, that everything links back to the infinite Divine.

Events keep unfolding, over and over again, to show me the way and I realise beyond all shadow of a doubt that my life has changed completely. I can never go back.

I think about little else than Spirit, I see God’s beauty in everything around me. I lay awake reading until the early hours of the morning, and have an avid desire to learn more, to draw closer to my true purpose.  I want to everyone to know what I have learned (although interestingly last night I was drawn to a text which warned me against ramming my newfound passion zealously down people’s throats, they have to find it for themselves).

Physically, so much is changing, and of course it is scary, of course I seek answers.  I looked for solutions to curb my fear, because I know I must not be afraid. Instead a kind stranger on Twitter, an experienced Reiki practitioner, guided me towards a beautiful book about Angels - Sea of Miracles by Amy Oscar which explained so much and reassured me. I wonder why I see the colour Indigo so often in my healing and my meditation and come across the link: http://www.starchild.co.za/what.html,  I was wondering at the physical sensations I’m experiencing, particularly the throb of energy in what I now know to be my heart Chakra that feels something akin to being permanently on a wild fairground ride; wondering at the energy that courses through my hands and seems to keep sending my (new) computer on the link, at the huge wave of energy that swept through my entire body when I walked in the forest in the rain yesterday, at the fact that after years of being a meat-eater I seem to have an aversion to meat. How on earth would I have known to search for ‘physical symptoms awakening’ before? But I did, and I immediately stumbled upon http://www.sunfell.com/symptoms.htm which summarised so completely what I am experiencing at the moment.  All this happened in one day, yesterday, the same day I turned on the radio and immediately heard the line ‘tête à tête avec un ange, en apesenteur’ (French for ‘head to head with an angel, weightless’)

I know this all sounds far-fetched. I am not someone who has previously been involved in any of the religions or New Age stuff (not in this life at any rate), I don’t dress in ethnic clothing or have wild hair – I am a businesswoman. But what I write on this blog is the simple truth, and I feel compelled to share it.