I was a bit worried before my first self-Reiki that I wouldn’t feel anything, so I was relieved that when I shut my eyes I still saw some of the colours I had seen during my attunements, albeit much weaker.
At around 4am I was woken by the sound of a voice in my head. I couldn’t say whether it was part of my dream or not and know that it sounds really daft but I remember very clearly being told ‘Healer heal thyself’, and then suddenly all the colours came flooding back, but far more powerful than I had seen them before. I lay there with my eyes shut but fully awake for around two hours watching the colours ebbing, flowing and pulsing. I felt incredibly peaceful and secure. At one point towards the end I felt a huge wave of energy.
I carried out my self-Reiki as soon as I got up, but the colours and feelings were very subdued compared to those I’d experienced all night.
At 2am the following night I was woken by a really strong heat in my foot which had been touching that of my husband’s. He’d had a very nasty fall from a roof several years ago in which he completely smashed his heel and has limped and been in quite a lot of pain with it ever since. The night before he’d half-jokingly said that I’d have to practice on him because it might sort his foot out. Whilst he was sleeping soundly I lay beside him, feet touching, and again the colours and lights returned, the heat wrapping around our feel as if we’d stepped into a hot bath, and I sensed that my foot was a channel for the energy. A quiet confidence that, yes, maybe I could start to help others to heal, maybe I wasn't going mad & it was possible.
I asked him in the morning if he’d felt anything in the night, but he had slept right through it, although he did comment that his foot wasn’t as stiff as usual when he’d got up.
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