I reckon I should have called this blog ‘My Awakening Diary’ rather than ‘My Reiki Diary’. When I first sat in front of the keyboard I had a somewhat misguided idea that this would be quite a clinical account of what I witnessed during the Reiki treatments I was present at, what worked, what didn’t, anything of particular note. Instead it bears witness to the most profound changes that are taking place in my life on a spiritual level.
On a physical level I feel as if my entire body is being syringed with love and compassion, so that there is no room left in me for anything else. At times it is pure, blissful joy, at other times it is almost uncomfortable, like when someone won’t stop tickling you, except that it goes on for hour after hour. The energy I have felt over the past few days has been incredibly powerful and I know that many others (and am I right in thinking that most of them are women?) are feeling the same way. Over and over I read of women all over the world who are experiencing the same sensations, who are struggling with an urge, a drive, a compulsion to change their careers from ‘sensible’ well-paid jobs in order to do things such as helping the homeless or campaigning for the environment; sane, rational women, doctors, and lawyers and professional people suddenly starting to post on ‘Inner Goddess’ forums and the like. The exhilarating speed of it all is at times almost overwhelming.
On the Reiki front I am witnessing miracle after miracle. My friend who has been without feeling in his foot and his arm since his stroke three years ago can now feel four toes and can balance on one leg unaided, which was previously impossible. The feeling in his arm is starting to come back. My horse’s kicked, cut & swollen leg is already completely healed. I was at a house with clients and their aged dog, who is normally very nervous of strangers and who was walking lop-sided (also after a stroke), came and lay down on my lap and let me hold his head. I’m unlikely to see him again, but I just know that there was significant healing taking place. Family have commented that the distant healing I am sending them is making a difference. My father in law, who has bowel cancer that is now on his liver and lungs, said he has been feeling twitching & energy pulses in a place that is probably best left unmentioned. My mother-in-law who has been struggling by on anti-depressants says she has a spring in her step. Universally, everyone I have treated has reported having more energy after the session. I am more conscious than ever of stepping back and letting the energy do its thing, but at the same time I am becoming more aware of other people’s pain. I feel it physically in my own body. A neighbouring farmer had shoulder pain; I felt it too (and am in awe that he has put up with it so cheerfully for so long). I seem to know instinctively where something hurts or where energy is blocked. I am seeing the colours of the aura far more easily now although I still have to learn what they mean. There seems to be much more energy flowing throughout the treatments too. I can put my hand gently on one part of someone’s body, only to witness twitching, gentle spasms and muscle contractions somewhere entirely different. It is witnessing these miracles, and feeling the strong physical sensations when giving a Reiki treatment that keep me from thinking I’m going round the bend and imagining it all.
I have been unable to sleep at night; instead I lie (literally) buzzing, with my head full of guidance, the energy pulsing, ebbing and flowing. A Facebook friend posts a video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yaUih2KSqc&feature=related (check out the lyrics) as if to confirm that I’m not the only one experiencing these nighttime wonders. I pick up my iPhone to read and time upon time I am guided to something that shouts ‘read me’, and when I do a million pennies simultaneously seem to drop into place. This, for me, has been the most amazing part. Over and over I have in my mind that I am a ‘healer, lightworker, writer, messenger’. ‘Why a healer?’ I ask myself and am immediately answered ‘The world needs lots of healers. You must shine your light so hard that there is no room for darkness’. Over the past few years I have lived through many difficult experiences, but now I can’t help wondering if they weren’t all for a reason, and at whose instigation. Whether the problems I encountered were actually of my causing, and whether I ever had any control over the outcome. I ask whether there is any truth in this gut instinct and the next page I turn to on the internet reads:
‘People often wonder why their lives are so challenging. Sometimes, our doors are shut as a deliberate attempt by our spiritual guidance system to get us to focus our attention on God. This is how most people come to find God. When their lives become hopeless they finally look to Him to remove the obstacles.’
All around me people seem to be being pushed to breaking point in some way, shape or form as things crumble around them. From the collapse of the financial markets, the riots in Egypt, tragic accidents and disasters, famine, poverty or fighting serious illness, everyone seems to be touched at some level. I sense that we are on the cusp of the most miraculous year ever known on this planet. And we are all part of it. Everywhere I look I read people writing about channelling with angels, articles that only weeks earlier I would have dismissed as completely ludicrous but now their messages seem to make perfect sense. For example, this message popped up in my Twitter timeline but could have been written in answer to all my questions and fears: http://trinityesoterics.wordpress.com/2012/01/29/surrender-flow-and-three-bean-salad-channeled-january-28-2012/.
I can’t help but believe that we are at the beginning of some wonderful transition, and I sense on a deep level that the spirit of Christ/God is back on this earth, but this time not embodied in one man but spread throughout many of us. I thought long and hard before I wrote that, because (aside from the fact that it seems a bit batty and overly religious) it seems verging on the blasphemous to suggest that I and many, many others might have the spirit of God inside us. But I can’t shake the way I feel. Like a wonderful Divine love has been breathed into and throughout my body. And of course, I’m gently led to another page on the internet which reassures me that I’m not alone in this belief: ‘In the last days’, said God, ‘I will Pour out my spirit upon All people.’ Acts 2:17.
It is only the beginning and I read with fascination that one of the roles of the lightworker is to prepare the way for the rest of mankind.
‘In the macrocosm of the World, the transition from one sign of the zodiac to another happens every 2160 years. The last time this occurred was during the time of the man named Jesus, when all of humanity transition from the sign of Aries, into the current sign of Pisces’.
Apparently, we are now moving into the age of Aquarius and the implications are profound:
(please note, I do not have the slightest understanding of astrology beyond the fact that there are twelve signs of the Zodiac)
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