Thursday, 24 November 2011

Feelings & motivations

Now can I just put the record straight and say that I’m not a tree hugger. I’m a professional businesswoman and before that spent a good many years in the public sector in a very male environment in both the army and the police. There aren’t many things left to shock me. Nor am I a total crackpot. Well, maybe I am a little, but no madder than the next man. Please understand that I’m not attention seeking, although I won’t be at all surprised to see comments from sceptics as this blog evolves suggesting that’s the case.

I’m not drawn to Reiki out of idle curiosity, although I won’t for one second diminish those that are; we all have our own paths to follow. I can only describe it as something I feel like I am compelled to do, something I must do, something I need to give back.  Does it sound too flaky (there’s that word again) if I say it feels like a bit of a calling? Hey you guys, I’m putting myself on the line here. I might be useless at it and then what a prat I’m going to look.  But I’m a great believer in living life in the moment. Nothing ventured and all that.

Have you ever fallen in love with someone? You know that feeling you have in those heady first few days when you think about the bloke of your dreams? Well I’ve been feeling a bit like that. All sort of warm and cosy and glowing, and peaceful all at the same time. But I can sort of feel it like a physical thing. There, I’ve said it. She’s barking I can hear you all saying. And I can’t tell you why, but I know instinctively that Reiki is the right way to go at this particular moment in my life.

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